#they deserved so much better I'm sobbing
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haunted by the atlas/astro sibling relationship that only exists in my head
#they deserved so much better I'm sobbing#anyway they give me very similar vibes to green cousins/ Lloyd and morro#esp in terms of a potential redemption arc for atlas#but at the same time their characters are so very different too#atlas is way less at fault for his actions than morro and astro is infinitely more forgiving then Lloyd#(this is by design btw and not a dig at Lloyd. bro has been through so much)#but it's sososo interesting to think about#I'm emo about them sorry#rotates...#psii.txt#I will write more about this at some point#after my trans!atlas/daichi essay
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GUYS.
GUYS.
I'M NOT DOING OKAY.
THEY REALLY CHANGED THE VINYL DISC INTRO TO EKKO AND POWDER. THIS IS THEIR "WHAT COULD'VE BEEN" 😭💔
#I have been sobbing since god knows how long#JINX YOU DESERVED SO MUCH BETTER#EKKO IS GONNA BE ALL ALONE NOW AND REMINISCE ABOUT HIS TIME WITH HER IN THE ALTERNATE UNIVERSE#I'M NOT OKAY#AAARGGGH#arcane#arcane season 2#arcane s2#arcane act 3#arcane spoilers#league of legends#ekko#arcane ekko#ekko arcane#powder#arcane powder#powder arcane#jinx#arcane jinx#jinx arcane#ekko x jinx#jinx x ekko#timebomb#animation#netflix#fruity-blogs
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two mimir.. 🤲🏼🤲🏼
#i'm so fucking unwell about them this isn't fair i don't need more tragic yaoi in my life LET ME LIVE FML#they deserved so much better#fuck the “who would top who would bottom” argument bc they're minors we should be asking who would big spoon and little spoon 😔#kinda wild how we had a sleepover with yusuke and almost ryuji but not akechi 🤨#atlus discriminating between boyfriends i see#not even complaining i still think yusuke should've lived with us i started violently sobbing when he said he was moving back into the dorms#that was so homophobic of the devs i was gonna ask him to share the bed next night 💔#ANYWAY#persona 5#p5#goro akechi#ren amamiya#akira kurusu#shuake#akeshu#lotus draws#its two am on a school night i need to sleep bro 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭#no school day after tmr bc the juniors and sophmores are taking the sat tho 😼‼️
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just a friendly reminder that i will never get over the tragedy that is the domino squad
#i just rewatched the scene with their final test#and i am sobbing#they were one of the best squads#they could have done so much#they deserved better#also i'm writing a 'domino squad lives' fic#so i'm v much in my domino feels rn#star wars#the clone wars#domino squad#arc trooper echo#arc trooper fives#clone trooper hevy#clone trooper cutup#clone trooper droidbait
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no one talk to me
#she deserved so much better#her backstory omg???#i'm on the floor just SOBBING#bsd#bungou stray dogs#bsd 115#bungou stray dogs 115#bsd spoilers#bungou stray dogs spoilers
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TEENAGE METAL HEAD KAFKA
So a couple people had posted some fanart of a sort of Rock band AU starring Reno, Hoshina, and Narumi, right?
Here's the thing... I have had this idea for a while now. I have plans to talk about this in some up and coming fics... This has a severe choke-hold on my brain and I had no intention to express this any other way until I saw the fanart this morning. Apologies while I try to ride the coattails of others success because I NEED other people to be obsessed with this so I can stop feeling alone in this idea
I'm going to go into more detail about my headcanons for this particular idea in the fic this pertains to when it comes out, but I just wanna say that I like to think he had a shit-ton of piercings. He still has his nose ring hole, but he doesn't wear it anymore because he had to lose it to get a job. It freaks the shit out of Iharu and Reno when he cleaned it out at base though. The guitar is supposed to be black with gold streaks running through it kinda like how they do kintsugi, but he was already wearing a lot of black already and I haven't mastered shading that well just yet. And I originally wanted to have him wear the School of Rock Jacketless Leather Sleeves but I chickened out at the last second. The pose with the guitar was originally going to be based off of one I found of Sleep Token, but the pose didn't turn out right. Now instead of looking badass like I wanted, now there's just a corner with him looking cozy.
Honestly, a major part in how I characterize him is him acting like an Elder Badass Mother fucker. Like I get he's supposed to be goofy until shit hits the fan, but I would like to see him be cool in his off time too. He would absolutely be the last one on base anyone would expect to have almost tasted stardom, like he got to sing duet with Five Finger Death Punch or something. Of course he's not the type to brag about it or anything, he's just the type to be casual about having all these moments where he got to rub elbows with a lot of famous musicians. I can just see him getting into a fight with Narumi over a band or something and Kafka pulls out the "Buddy, I was supporting them back when they were the opening act for Black Sabbath. I still have the autographed tour list t-shirt from '86!" (For context, Black Sabbath is 55 years old.)
#I don't know if it's just me but I found out that when you draw men you have to give them weirdly long torsos#I'm not used to drawing men i don't know if that's obvious#God Bless AR drawing apps#If I didnt use it this probably would have taken me a month#and I wanted to get this out while the Rocker Fanart was still fresh in everyone's mind#I don't know what happened to the outfit in the upper left corner#it was supposed to be just a corset vests without the sleeves#I wanted to have him breasting boobily and I failed#I did NOT intent to make it look like I gave him Narumi's dye job.#Its supposed to be the bleached and frosted tips that we had in the 90's#I hope matsumoto eventually expands on Kafka's teenage years.#I will always headcanon as Kafka having teenage heart-throb potential.#and having him being a massive metal head just makes SOOO much sense.#Can I just have more Kafka appreciation in general??????#LOOK. I GET IT. THEY'RE HOT.#LET KAFKA HAVE MORE OF THE SEXY SPOT LIGHT PLEASE.#*sobs*#why do I always have to be the change I want to see in the world.#my babygirl deserves so much more than my talentless hands.#I wish I had spent more than ten minutes figuring out his outfits.#I had so much better ones in mind.#kaiju no. 8#kn8#kaiju no 8#kaiju number 8#kaiju no.8#kaiju n8#kaiju no. eight#kaijuu no. 8#kaijuu 8 gou
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Lesbian Urbosa propaganda
#tloz#the legend of zelda breath of the wid#tloz botw#botw#breath of the wild#urbosa#lesbian#listen I'm a simple lesbian who doesn't get enough sleep#i love urbosa#she deserved so much better#*sobs*
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Just came here to say that obx ending like that is just pure bullshit and I'm going to pretend that JJ just left for his surf trip and is having the time of his life, thank you bye
#this is just so unfair#my heart is broken and i'm gonna be sobbing for the rest of the month how could they do that to us#IT'S SO UNFAIR AND HE DESERVED SO MUCH BETTER#the most precious character and they did him so dirty I CAN'T#i'm honestly not sure if i still care about season 5#if they hurt rafe or kie next season i swear i'm gonna riot#i'm already rioting#ugh i hate this#outer banks#obx#obx spoilers#outer banks spoilers#jj#jj maybank
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HAYLEY SACRIFICING HERSELF TO SAVE NOT ONLY HOPE BUT KLAUS LIKE CAN YOU HEAR ME SOBBING?????! WHO EVER WOULD'VE SEEN THAT COMING IN S1!!!!! THEY HAD SO MUCH GROWTH AND DEVELOPMENT AND I'M SCREAMING!!!!!! HONESTLY AS MUCH AS I WOULD'VE LOVED FOR THEM TO BE TOGETHER I'M SO HAPPY WITH HOW THEY DEVELOPED KLAYLEY!!!! THEY STARTED WITH DISLIKE AND MISTRUST AND BECAME A FAMILY AND PARTNERS AND SO IMPORTANT TO EACH OTHER!!!! THEY DID LOVE EACH OTHER IT DOESN'T HAVE TO BE ROMANTIC TO BE THERE!!! THEY LOVED EACH OTHER AS FRIENDS, PARTNERS, PARENTS TO HOPE, FRIENDS AND ONE COULD ARGUE SOME OF IT WAS ROMANTIC IN A WAY BECAUSE SOME THINGS WERE VERY UNNECESSARY LIKE HOW HE SEEMED JEALOUS AT TIMES BUT LOL THEY ARE MY OTP OF THIS SHOW FOREVER AND ALWAYS!!!!!
#I'm literally sobbing 😭😭😭#and I do ship klamille/haylijah too but klayley have been my otp since day one!!#hayley marshall deserved so much better ugh#klayley#klaus x hayley#otp: I'm not giving up on you#the originals#sara rewatches the originals#5x06
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And if I only could
I'd make a deal with God
And I'd get Him to swap our places
— Running Up That Hill (A Deal with God) by Kate Bush
#the fact that kerry blamed herself for eric's kidnapping#the fact that she couldn't forgive herself#the fact that she died not knowing what happened to him#the fact that she never got closure#i'm not okay#i'm supposed to watch these movies for the gory traps but i am way too invested into the personal drama#saw franchise#saw iii#saw 2006#allison kerry#she deserved so much better#eric matthews#you know he also didn’t deserve all that#i am sobbing#lina shares song headcanons
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wildflowers brush against his calves. they stood amidst the flowers that flourish in the gardens outside volterra. it was dark, obviously. even though there are walls that line the gardens, it was still safer for demetri that way. their conversation had begun to wane, falling off into a comfortable silence until…
@fyllakas: ❛ a golden cage is still just a cage ❜
gaze snaps upwards , staring at demetri with a look of confusion etched across features. over time , bellamy had started to understand that demetri felt trapped here. it had taken time to come to this realization, because on the surface demetri seems perfectly content with his current placement. but that wasn't the case. if it weren't for reasons unknown to bellamy , demetri wouldn't stay here. fingers tremble as they lift , brushing over demetri's shoulder. a comforting touch, he hopes.
❝ if i could free you, i would. ❞
#( ⁶⁶⁶ ) bellamy swan. ⇀ answered prompt.#i'm fucking SOBBING for demetri rn he deserves so much better
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auauauauauauauau more school doodles of the corrupted fella ; ;
@k1rameki @taterswithranch CRESC CAMEO
#i'm so insane for this au the brainrot is insane#screams and sobs i love him so much he deserves better#giving him a kiss and a cuddle rn#oc#oc art#oc doodle#traditional doodle#oc: faraday heath#cor!fara#oc au#oc: cresc#oc: frenzi kitts#taterswithranch#k1rameki
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no, but have i talked about this on here before? because i don't think i have yet. though i was just thinking about all of the different people that barton has been interested in romantically, and one of them that definitely stands out to me is auriel. because even he doesn't really know what it is, but in the main story for barton, she's been missing for quite some time. i'm talking like ever since his final year of undergrad. so, it's been more than a decade since barton has seen her and yet, he still checks whether anyone with her physical description has suddenly shown up again in gotham.
and he has actually made an effort to compile whatever evidence he could pertaining to auriel's disappearance, which... although there hasn't been anything new as to where his character is in the timeline of events right now? barton may be the only person in gotham who is actively looking for her anymore. plus, before auriel went missing, she had actually lent one of her coats to him and i swear to god... this man has never taken care of an article of clothing better than he's taken care of her coat. so, this kind of makes me wonder how barton's usual behavior could be so contrary compared to him doing something like this.
i mean, judging by how he behaves around most people (which is basically TERRIBLY, to put it simply jsjsj), i think that he must've felt like they had a deeper connection between each other somehow. though auriel herself is certainly not a villain. so i'm saying this in terms of barton perhaps trusting her enough to tell her things that he wouldn't normally tell a soul, like how he was (and still somewhat is) afraid of his bio father as a kid. but yeah — seeing as i know what had happened to her character, this hits especially hard for me 😭 because she may not be dead but auriel certainly hasn't been in a good spot for a longgg time
#OF MONSTERS AND MEN: musings.#ANGER'S HELPED ME STAY ALIVE: headcanons.#YOUR NEED GREW TEETH: character study.#ooc post.#god auriel really did deserve SO much better than what she got / where she's at overall in the story RN. but yeah i honestly think that-#barton genuinely loved her like he loved marceline but with his type of love often comes things that are ehh... definitely not so good.#i mean things like him going out of his way to make sure no one's bothering this person by hurting people who may be bullying them-#who had hurt them in the past kind of thing bc having barton's devotion is a little bit like having a WAYYY too protective guard-dog jsjsj#BUT him keeping an eye out for her even after all of this time and trying to occasionally view the evidence he gathered related to how she-#disappeared from a different angle despite barton having a rather big hunch that he's not going to find anything different.#and him only providing the best upkeep to her coat in hopes that she'll come back one day + auriel will notice that it looks the exact-#same that it did before is just - BYEEE i'm crying sobbing throwing a table because WHY can barton be like this sometimes and then-#be such a douche the next second like ;; anyways the point is if you see a penny lane coat in his closet it does in fact belong-#to auriel and it is just. GAHHH in beautiful condition still
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I'm kinda hate myself for the fact that now my way to feel anything became rewatching Mizumono. It's like hoping that this episode would turn out differently, if I watch it one more time. I'm such a sucker for the murder family, even if I know that it would never actually work out, that it hurts.
#Mizumono#hannibal#will graham#nbc hannibal#hannibal lecter#hannigram#hannibal nbc#murder husbands#murder family#Abigail Hobbs#Abigail deserved better#TEACUPS AND SO ON#Hannibal you messed up so much#Will chose you and you—#I'm fine#😭😭😭#crying sobbing throwing up on the floor#hannibal s02e13#hannibal mizumono#pesky--dust thoughts
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After Shibuya, Yuuji held on hope to bring his sensei back. That was his hope. Now that Gojo's gone, he's holding on to Megumi. That's his current hope.
#i'm sobbing#i hate this#i love my boy so much#yuuji deserves better#yuuji deserves happiness not jujutsu kaisen#jjk#jujutsu kaisen#yuuji itadori
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I watched the ballad of songbirds and snakes 2 days ago and I'm still processing it
#i hate corialanus snow i want to kill him#but his name is so fun to say#but seriously how do i hate snow more now than after i watched the og trilogy#also I'm actually in love with Lucy gray#also the MUSIC??? unreal#and I'm sobbing over sejanus still he deserved so much better#everyone deserved better#anyway fantastic movie#kinda want to read all the hunger games books now
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